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h o m e

i'm back home in malaysia.
the flight wasn't that bad as i slept through almost the whole journey.
but i still wish dar could be there. because i can lie down on his lap and sleep like a nobody business.
thats what i always do. ah, i really miss that.
anyway, i am now trying hard to quarantine myself.
and i gotta take my IELTS next week. hope it will go smoothly.
i was chatting with dar just now.
he came out with something that i never thought off.

[00:25] Kai: oooohh
[00:25] Kai: okie lor
[00:25] Kai: bi, what do you think of me going to Melbourne for my post grad?
[00:25] Kai: not so soon
[00:25] Kai: still wanna play game
[00:29] ❤* maggie!: i think yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[00:30] Kai: mmm
[00:30] Kai: cuz my dad ask me to consider doing my masters in Melbourne
[00:30] Kai: he said he will support me
[00:30] Kai: so
[00:30] Kai: i will have to think about it
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[01:01] Kai: yeah
[01:01] Kai: i was thinking since my dad willing to pay for me
[01:02] Kai: i wanna go Melbourne to be with you
[01:02] ❤* maggie!: dar
[01:02] ❤* maggie!: don make ur decision base on me
[01:02] ❤* maggie!: i would love to have u in melb
[01:02] ❤* maggie!: but go for the course u wan and whether it's good for u or not
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maybe... we're now one step closer =)

bye

i didn't send him to the airport this morning.
travelling back alone from the airport to home, and when reach home realise how empty is the room.
that's too hard for me to take it
he hugged me as tight as ever throughout the night.
told me how much he is going to miss me.
why do we only treasure each other more when we're gonna be apart.
he left at 4.30 a.m

baby, i miss you already.

i don wan to go anywhere without you

dad agreed with me getting a PR here.
yesterday dar and i went to north balwyn to meet up with the migration agent.
thank god that i seek help from the agent. save up lots of hassle of going through all sorts of documentations.

the whole winter holiday pass by so fast.
dar and i had been going out almost everyday.
almost two weeks now and i feel not enough.
so much fun. and it's probably my last holiday before i start working.

i'll be heading home tomorrow. holiday still continue back in home sweet home.
but the whole holiday thing just feel so different without having dar with me.
i am so used to having him driving me around. bringing me around.
it's been a while since i last traveled alone.
this time no one gonna help me manage my luggage.
no more comfy lap for me to sleep during the flight.
it's gonna be another round of distance between us. and i am hating it.
will be sending him to the airport tomorrow morning.
 
on the other hand. i sent my tiffany necklace to fix because i accidentally broken the buckle.
so i went to pick up the necklace today.
the buckle is fixed. not only that, they also cleaned my necklace and now it looks almost brand new =)
at least my $30 was well spent.
and on top of that. i walked out the store with something extra.

one more addition to my tiffany collection.
thank you baby =)